JUST NOW...

Hello there!!
~actually, just now...i've watched Malaysia Hari Ini (MHI) if u know what i mean... and i'm very interested with one of the slot with DR. MUHAYA... she'd wrote a book on HOW TO BECOME A GOOD & SUCCESSFUL MEDICAL STUDENT...i don't know...it's just relax to hear what she's talking 'bout...i do wanna be a doctor...of course, since 1 month ago...i know, it's quite drastic...but, typically, i wanna make my parents proud of me...at least i've something that can make them happy...mama & abah...they're my world...they brought me to this world...thanx for them, for sure! and they totally want me to be a doctor...so,, no problem i said...besides, i've already in science stream....with physics, chems, biology...plus..add maths...quite freakin' me out actually... CAN I DO ALL THAT THINGS? i can do that... whether i like it or not,, i don't have to worry much...i've already get their blessings...ameen....

tOtally 'bOut me...

first of all...i'd like to tell yOu that everythin' i wrOte here is what i'm thinking...
as a human,, i knOw it's not easy to satisfy all the feelings...usually people have their own blog bcOz they want to express their feelings...and so do i...u know, being a normal person is such a boring activity that i've to go through in my daily life...i want to be a DIFFERENT person... uh, i mean different from what others are dOing...but, it's up to you to put yOur perception into me...
as for myself, i found it hard to reveal the truth in me....i often felt that i'm useless...
but then, i knOw that no one in this world are born useless or not...it's actually depends on ourselves whether we want to be the GOOD side or EVIL side...and i've chosen my path... it's good to be good and it's totally bad to be bad...plus, who'd like the bad one? huhu...none i guess...
but sometimes,, it's not that cool to just listen to others...kinda 'GEEK' i felt... sometimes we should listen to what our heart are saying...let say that my english teacher give me hOmework and i've to submit the work on the next day...my gOd! biology+add maths+chemistry+physics..
ALL TOMORROW??! NO WAY! but how do i say? do i've to show the protest? NO i dOn't! it's how i show my respect to 'em...at that night,i push myself to finish those works...and i felt very tired, cannOt think anymOre...till this point, i'll start to listen to my heart...my body needs rest..of course! then i'll go to sleep...i knOw that i'm not trying to be tough though...but i'm a normal person....how can the teachers scold us without knowing that we've totally put out our effort in finishing the wOrks? i am a STUDENT, and u are STUDENTS... we'd like to be appreciated in what we've done...of cOurse in the GOOD side work...hurm,,,i'm sorry if what's written here will dissappointing you, teacher...I AM REALLY SORRY...i'm just a normal person....::BEST_CREATURE::

I am yOur :-
-friend...obviously..
-sister...i don't knOw...maybe..
-girlfriend...(juz tO HIM)...huhu..
-teacher...if it supposed to be..
-tutor...it's the same, rite?...haha..
-student...i'm always study...'bOut LIFE..
-pen-pal...well,,juz write tO me...
-neighbOur...if u're next tO me..hek3..
I am totally hate what I'm gOnna write'ere...but...
I'll be yOur...
ENEMY.....dOn't try me...I'm nOt what're yOu thinkin'...
hehe...